Shataan is Coming

Well, today was an all around bad day. In school my team mates inadverdantly commited plagiarism, so I had to completely redo the team paper alone. It is good to realize that I have that capability to do a quality paper in such short time.

The finacial problems, and relational are rearing thier head again. Things with eventually get worst between LP and I if she isn't more responsible. We are just so different, and our lives are going in different directions.

But in looking at the big picture, some things occurred today that forced me back a couple of steps. I was very negative, and not very productive. But, I will be strong. I will win. I will not let the things or people I think are holding me back do it any longer.
I must get in control. this can only occur by removing certain aspects of my life, and take more responsibility for other parts. This certainly will not be easy, but it is necessary, as a man, individual and a Father I must make these hard, hard choice.
God be with me....